I eftermiddags träffade jag en ny vän för första gången, en tjej som behövt att gå igenom något liknande som jag. Det var ett fint möte. Vi satt ute på ett fik vid Mariatorget och pratade. 

Tack för en trevlig fika- och pratstund!

När jag kom hem blev jag lite avundsjuk på Linus! 

Han fick skön massage av Niklas :) 

Jag satt nu på kvällen och läste igenom min dagbok jag skrev efter Emil föddes. Mycket känslor! Mycket tårar! Jag kastas tillbaka åtta månader i tiden. 

♥ Emil mamma Älskar Dig! ♥

“Please don't judge a mother
As she struggles with her grief
Time is NO great healer
Whatever you believe

Please don't judge a mother
As the tears fall from her eyes
You have your child here
But to hers, she said goodbye

Please don't judge a mother
When she feels the need to say
How much she loved her child
Each and every day

Please don't judge a mother
If she feels the need to talk
She'll never get to hold her child
Nor see her child walk

Please don't judge a mother
If she feels she cannot smile
The guilt if she feels happy
Lingers for a while

Please don't judge a mother
If she feels she cannot spend
A minute with your child
You see her pain it never ends

Please don't judge a mother
When she needs to be alone
She needs to wallow in her grief
In the privacy of her home

Please don't judge a mother
When she feels she can't join in
Pain is all she feels
Having fun feels like a sin

Please don't judge a mother
For anything at all
Just listen to her, hold her
And let her tears fall”

(Okänd)